GURUJI -- MY SAVIOUR – MY BENEFACTOR

Based on experience 05th April, 2010

The incident I relate today happened in the month April, 2010 involving my in-laws who incidentally are not introduced yet to Guruji. Very devout Sikhs still, this is the reason we did not yet discuss Guruji with them and waiting for the right time.

My bro in-law, a US returned is a sick person with lot many ailments, living a retired and sedentary life. He is a sugar patient, 4 times laser treatment to eyes so limited vision,  right leg is in bad shape, he cannot walk properly with it. His bedroom is near the staircase as the room is close by a western toilet which is used by him. He normally gets up at night to fresh up and use the toilet and goes back to sleep.  

Week of 29th March, 2010, I had a morning vision of Guruji, in his most magnificent yellow chola, four people in row, climbing the stairs of my in-laws place in his unique and dynamic style. I am standing near the head of the staircase casually.  The house is totally deserted but for our presence. I get a pleasant surprise but start to wonder upon seeing this unannounced visit of Guruji at this most unexpected spot. Mind it I do not visit my in-laws very frequently as I am working. Although we live closeby, me can spare only once a month visit.  

Guruji suddenly disappears when about 4 stairs are left. I rush to try to find him. Again wonder where he is. But Guruji left as suddenly as he came. I look for him here and there but in vain. When I see down the stairs, I see a room with a heavy curtain drawn at the base of the staircase. I am baffled. Then the scene changes to my own home and I see Guruji in front of me, his face smiling, one, two, three vivid shots of him in the black and white chola. The vision is over.

I talk to my immediate family about it, we think about it again and again to fathom its meaning.

On the morning of 5th April, 2010, I suddenly wake at 3 am in the morning and I could not get back to sleep. It was at 4 am when I finally got up, which is also my usual time to get up. After taking bath, changed myself and got ready for my morning routine. I had lighted the Diya in front of Guruji Maharaj and Guru Nanak Devji and prayed. Weird, I was very demanding with my Gurus that day. I prayed “Guruji, aap to sarvgun sampan, sarvshaktiman hain”. Man kii sab baatein jaante hain. Main bhi Insaan hoon aur aapki har roj puja karti hoon. Jab aap mere man mein baithe hain to aap sab jaante honge. Aap mein shakti hai  to meri man kii har ichaa ko aaj pura kar dijiye”. I have never ever demanded anything during my prayers. But the precise words were out and I was disturbed. Why, why did I ask him this and why did I use the words. I could not understand myself. Anyhow the words were out. I bowed and took one step back and my cell phone rang. 

I was not thinking. With a blank mind I saw my in-laws phone no. flashing and mechanically took the call. My elder sister-in-law (my husband’s bhabhi) was on line. She enquired if I was awake. She informed my brother in law has fallen off the stairs (same stairs Guruji treaded on), from the top stair to the bottom stair (set of 14 stairs, bit steep with a turn as well). He could not get even a hold on the Iron Grill as he fell to opposite side to it, which is a wall and stairs. He was found at the base of the staircase in a state of shock & bleeding from Knee. He was taken to the nearest room at the base of the stairs (which I saw in my dream which happened to be my room when I lived there in year 2004). She told me to send my husband.  He of course went straightaway.

Everyone was very disturbed. They wanted to take him to a doctor then only but he refused. I called them at 0530am to enquire and told them to give him a hot water bottle as his right shoulder was swollen and wait for him to come around. His head had small 3-4 rounds behind his ears only. In addition a small cut on his knee which had bled. However at 0600am I was informed that he is in pain but peacefully sleeping.

He was mentally ready to go to the doctor only the next evening, i.e., 06th evening. The X-rays showed a hairline crack each in shoulder and a rib, right side. Doctor said no plaster is required. Nothing has happened to his head which is the worst hit in such an accident. After falling from a stairway a person’s head is safe and clean, not even one scratch. The very next day when doctor examined him the rounds were not to be found. He is only on medication - painkillers and calcium tablets.

Anyone who hears claims divine intervention, otherwise a person of his built (heavyset) who could not hold on to anything before falling, whose head smashed 3-4 times on the concrete stairway could not have escaped a serious injury to head and body.

The most kripalu and ever giving Guruji Maharaj treaded the same fated stairs and by the mere divine touch of his lotus feet averted a fatal accident. Only he who is a God can do this to someone who does not even know him or had they known him, would have put him to test, would not have acknowledged his power.

Most touching is that Guruji has warned me beforehand about the staircase, as he only appeared on the staircase and not any other place of the house. I did not even see him enter the house. He had showed me the room near the stairs where my brother in law laid when he fell from the stairs. He shook me from my sleep exactly at the time my brother-in-law hit the floor at precise 3 am. I prayed to Guruji what he wanted me to pray that day because the precise words were not definitely mine. I did not had any control over me during that time.

Even now, just as I am typing this satsang, I am feeling a strong and loving vibration in my whole body, of our Revered Guruji Maharaj, shaking me back to forth and sometimes side to side, to reassure and to tell never ever to lose faith in his genius, come to him for all  solutions, connect with him directly through heart, mind, body and soul, open your eyes and see and experience his immeasurable strength, supreme power and undying love for ever and ever, indefinitely, unconditionally for ages.

JAI GURUJI

GURUJI’S DREAM DARSHANS

One morning dream vision Guruji graced my small abode. The vision started-- main door was wide open---it is very early morning. I am awake and around and wonder why it is so…go to the door ---Like a brisk breeze Gurujii comes in---it was clearly visible that Gurujii was not walking on floor---He was walking atleast one inch above the ground---Guruji was attired in his pious yellow robes---I run around to wake up everyone---to take Chunni---to prepare Chai prasaad---All at once---In barely 2 seconds and 3 steps Guruji has come in---seen the three rooms---and was going out---outside my house was his 3rd step---such is the Lightening speed of our Gurujii---Like a whirlwind---Next---Gurujii walking out---sound does not escape my vocal chords---hands extended---running after Gurujii----beholding his pious robes---Gurujii stops midway---finally, at last, sobbing, a voice escapes out --- “Guruji, how can you leave me. Where is my chance to serve you? I will never let go of you. Let me prepare Chai Prasad and snacks"--- The moment I touch “Gurujii”---“Gurujii transforms to a cardboard cutout---puzzled, perplexed and very scared---lest I did something wrong---by touching his pious form--- unbathed and with dirty hands---and just see my audacity---I carry Guruji inside---and place him on sofa chair---Gurujii becomes himself again---At that very point of time---the house on second floor, immediately above my home---starts a commotion, their father was serious in their hometown---people getting ready, movements etc.--- my mind gets distracted greatly---confusion and fumbling pursue--- One second “Gurujii”---next second distraction---next second at Dining table---A ray of divine light from roof appears and I see “”Chai Prasad”” is duly placed on the table---How???---I did not prepare---I am in bed---still coming back to awareness---my eyes would not budge open---I hear Guruji's voice, loud, clear and booming “”Innada Baba mar Gaya” (at that point of time even they themselves did not know their father is no more)”--- the dream drops---I am myself and get up with a start to find my dream.

In Guruji’s dream darshan, one desire in particular had remained unfulfilled. Whenever I recollected my dream I would feel sad, “O’ Gurujii why did you have to leave so fast”. I have always prayed to Gurujii, “If ever I have Divine Darshan of yours, I will sit at your Lotus feet, wash and dry them and then bow down and pray to you”. And I did get a chance to wash Gurujii’s feet twice in the subsequent dream visions.

 Guruji's Holy feet are pink and fragrant like roses. Like his hands, his feet too have magical qualities "the water of the Gurujii's Holy feet must be “nectar” and so powerful, so potent that it dried up the mire of my karmas unknown to me and ignited the light of knowledge. I offer my respectful obeisance unto Gurujii’s lotus feet.

"Guruji permitted his Divine self through dreams. In his dream visions, Guruji gave me a very clear understanding that all Gods,  Goddesses and deities are but a Reflection (Muurties) cast by him. He is the Supreme power “LORD SHIVA” as Creater and Destroyer of the Universe –He is the holiest of the holy, Omniscient, Omnipotent, Omnipresent God Almighty manifesting his powers in the divine form of Guruji.

Guruji in his dream visitations showed one by one,  first Mata Vaishno Devi-- four hands, dressed in all her glory, sitting on a Lion taking a full round, then in his simplicity Divine Guru Nanak Dev Jii, then fully armoured, baaj on his shoulder, sitting on his horse Guru Gobind Singh Jii, Saaiyan Ram, Shivji as in statue at Bade Mandir and finally all Gods merging into one all pervading form that is Our Guruji. The feel was so real, so genuine, so pure and barely for seconds. Guruji showed this dream vision two times-at two places, once it was Bade Mandir and second time at a seashore where Guruji came out of sand and thus conveyed that he is present in each particle on mother earth.

Gurujii in his dream visitations showed at different occasions, his high seat at Bade Mandir---each and every part of it in its minutest detail—His room, decorated all in red spreads---the white sofa seat on which he used to sit in functions---His mortal body after Mahasamadhi---Shivji’s bronze idol---His ever smiling face---Divine, vast,  towering yet simple and sweet  form of  Guruji coming out of Sun-eclipsing the Sun totally with his presence… so many more details … some of which I had seen, some of which I was yet to see (Guruji’s room, Guruji’s sofas,  jooties, pictures etc. etc.) and some of which I had missed seeing at Bade Mandir during my weekly visits.  When I was thinking of Guruji twice I got a dream vision in which I saw Guruji as a small boy running across rich green fields with a school bag on  his shoulder.

Another time I saw Guruji wearing whites standing in a small alley leading to a room which was loaded with decoration of lovely flowers. I wondered why and where this dream from??? To my utter surprise during my visit to Dugri on 31^st May 2011, I saw this alley and the place where room must have been as “Guruji’s Birthplace”. I was informed the room was demolished just last year.  I was touched to feel Guruji’s caress and love. The place I had never seen and things I have never heard were introduced to me just becoz I was a very quiet person and never mingled and asked anyone about Guruji. 

 In the month of  January 2010, I started to hear distant sounds of drum beats at odd hours like after 10 pm, midnight, 3 am and of course my family thought that I was stretching my imagination as they being in the same room could not hear them. Do I attribute these beats as a connection with our Revered Guruji? My subconscious mind always accepted, my conscious mind was receptive -- I was both slow and very alert to the happenings which looked remotely to me out of this out of world experiences.   Even at that point of time I had a faint gist of Guruji’s Divine Kripa which was yet to prepare me for more… 

Our Guruji is a “PARASMANI”, as his mere touch has cured me of my skin ailment on my hands and feet. Incidentally these were the only two points of my body afflicted with allergies and same have been cured. This winter, summer and rains, I am allergy free. No medicine, no precautions-----only Gurujii’s Blessings.  Allow me to say you Gurujii,

Guruji’s kripas are infinite and unfathomable. He reaches you when you cannot just to see a smile on your face.

MY GURUJII,  WHEREVER MY MIND GOES MAY YOUR PIOUS FORM BE THERE,

WHEREVER MY HEAD BOWS IN SALUTATION, MAY YOUR HOLY FEET BE THERE."

 JAI GURUJI MAHARAJ

S H U K R A A N A

GURUJI’S DIVINE DARSHANS AT BADE MANDIR  

Guruji with your divine kripa, today I am picking up my pen, mustering courage and finding appropriate words to write to thank you. Gurujii what I have received from you in the form of blessings and experiences is beyond explanation and comparison. However hard I endeavour, I will fail to fathom you. I bow down with gratitude. I am the tiniest of the tiny puppet in the pallet of your magic hands and I am glad for that. The strings of my existence are manoeuvred so very gently by you that I have hardly experienced the worldly shocks and jolts.

It is so very often heard that Gurujii was and is along with us forever but we all meet him midway, on our Gurujii’s call. It is so very true, I could not even know of Guruji, although we resided in Delhi since 1980’s.

We went to Guruji in year 2009 and since then our love for Guruji (with his grace) has grown manifolds.

Our very first visit to Bade Mandir was total bliss & a mesmerizing experience to cherish. We experienced a strong rose fragrance wherever we went in the Mandir. We were told it is Guruji’s blessings and love for us which we are fortunate to receive on our first visit. We came back home but left our souls in Bade Mandir with Guruji-- the reason of our continuous visits to the shrine again and again. Every time we went to Guruji, I would leave a piece of my heart, soul and mind in Bade Mandir. I would return back questing even more than I quested the last time. This quest can be ignited by Guruji’s Kripaa alone.

My Guruji, My Bholenaath gave me his divine darshans on New Year’s Function 2009 in the Darbaar Hall. After sitting down a few minutes later I looked up again, as usual, to behold the life-size image of Our Guruji. I started to see faint changes. The smile slowly and slowly was broadening, lips started moving and face coming alive with expressions unknown. The more I fumbled around and questioned myself, more amused Guruji’s look appeared to me. Guruji’s eyes have come alive with expressions of a forefather watching his lost child. I could not hear Guruji but fought hard to read the lip movements.  Guruji’s, portrait has come alive that night. My eyes glued to Guruji Maharaj, the Divinest of the Divines, I wanted to run up to Guruji, but I refrained lest Uncles and Aunties there would think I had lost my senses. More so, I could not even separate from my posture in fear that I would interrupt the divine darshans and lose the holy dip of Guruji’s blessings. I looked around, all seemed as usual. I looked back at Guruji to again bathe in showers of his blessings. I rubbed my eyes, changed places, postures and sat in the back and front but I had Guruji’s Darshan till 1 am in the morning when the temple was closed. That night hunger, thirst and sleep eluded me perhaps for the first time, but definitely not the last. I have never received such a precious gift in my lifetime.

Guruji, I am enlightened by your divine Glance. You are GOD ALMIGHTY in human form. 

Gurujii with your kripaa, I have never had a fear of death. But now I want death to come and see my Raksha Cavach--MY GURUJI.

JAI GURUJI.